It's strange how far I've seemed to come. From model / gaming groupie to mommy blogger. It is kind of fun though but I've been absent from taking any pictures for or of myself / family. I just get addicted to writing and giving things to people. I'm happy though, I like my new distraction. Sometimes it's hard to come back here and revisit old things. I'm so different now and looking back on all these photos I am left with a deep missing of that part of myself and also the memories of that other life which is often times hard to believe was mine at all. I've gone back in time in so many ways that once the person I am now was only a haunting il